okay this post is getting even more random.
school has been okay. but somehow i feel tired all the time. and frustrated too. and i sleep at ten plus every night! thats weird la. and i dont feel like im absorbing much in school too. so wheres all my energy going? haha. i have no idea too. isnt this cool. like i have some energy sucker in me to suck away all my energy so i'll never feel energised again. sad reality. haha. anyway. moving on. CT2 results suck la. i dont know how it can be worse than CT1 since we had one month of no school to study for it, but somehow it is. thanks man. makes me feel all the more shitty. and i just cant shake the shitty feeling. what if this happens again at As? then its really o-v-e-r. i dont know what i'll do. but i hope i never have to think about that.
give me the faith and perseverance i need to continue with this thankless task.
bloody hell.
saying i love you,
is not the words i want to hear from you
its not that i dont want you
not to say but if only you knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
more than words is all you have to do
to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say you loved me
coz i'd already know
a star fell from the sky;
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